The past

RANDOM

2012-01-19T23:17:00.001+08:00

Sometime I just wish that I wasn't born into this world or even just leave this world. Absurd.

It really hard to continue living as the day past and the pressure that I'm facing right now is pushing me to the core. I'm trying my best to fight back but there is a limit. I'm close to reaching that limit and I'm trying very hard not to reach my limit because I don't want to know what will happen if one day, I hit my limit.

As I gets older each year, there are more and more things to worry or fret about. Things like studies, financially, or family matters. Each year, things are like piling up like a stack of papers that was left without being handle. My future is bleak. I really cannot imagine myself growing up and to become an adult. This year is the year where I turn into 21 years old and it doesn't feel good at all. With all these trouble coming one by one as day goes by and nothing seems to be able to help it go away.

I'm just 20 turning into 21 years old! GIVE ME A BREAK!

It's really pushing me down to my core. I need something more.

FML

2012-01-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

How am I gonna raise $600 for my taiwan trip by the end of the month?!
If only I have money..

Drifting away

2012-01-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

I think I've drifted from everyone. Everyone I used to be close with, it's not the same anymore. The people I used to talk to on a daily basis, are just like all other friends, people I talk to every now and then. I don't like thinking about it, but it's true. All the people I once was close with, we're all kind of just went different ways. We're still friends and everything, but I miss talking and hanging out with someone on a daily basis.

http://leonard365.livejournal.com/9097.html

BROKE! DEAD BROKE! HOW TO SURVIVE?!

2012-01-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

So many friends having 21st birthday!

MONEY WHERE ARE YOU?!?!

NS Check-Up

2011-12-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

This is kinda unexpected. PES D for now. Further check up need to be done

I HATE MYSELF!

2011-12-10T02:52:00.001+08:00

Learn to appreciate the present

2011-12-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

Learn to appreciate those around you. Don’t ask for any more or any less than what you already have. Because one day you might just lose it all and then , that’s when you’ll realise that what you had at the time was more than enough.

The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life

2011-12-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

I’m an over thinker, I over analyse every situation, every scenario over and over again till I find or receive closure. Lately, I don’t know if I should be feeling happy, upset or confused. All I know is that I feel alone, and it saddens me, really. Even with people around it never fails to click that at the end of the day, it’s still me myself and I.

There are those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow. I tend to think, a lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from “ What am I doing with my life?” to “ Did I have homework?”

The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It’s starting to drive me crazy because the things I would never think about. I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. You know you shouldn't be looking back but you can’t help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would of lasted.

I’ve given up all hope for everything

2011-12-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

I forgot what happiness feels like

2011-12-01T08:57:00.000+08:00

Who was I kidding?

2011-11-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

I can’t do this. I’m not as strong as I use to be. I’m no where near as strong as I thought I would be.
I just need a new start, a clean slate. I want to go to a place, a place were people don’t have preconceived ideas or expectations of me yet.

Somewhere where I can feel the sun and embrace life. But lately, I’ve had a feeling that this place doesn’t exist.. but I know it does, somewhere..

I will find this place, I’m determined too, and when I do I will leave. Get away from here because I just can’t do it anymore. I just want to run away and hide from all this and continue to be indenial because i refuse to believe that this is all happening.

Tough luck

2011-11-27T21:33:00.001+08:00

Nothing ever goes well for me.. NOTHING!

Crappy feeling

2011-11-26T22:20:00.001+08:00

I hate it when I finished my assignment early!

Yes its good to complete my assignments early but whenever I finished my assignment early, I always have a feeling that I might be missing out some points or details but I just couldn't think of what it is and that makes me stressed out.

Ah crap. Stupid..

Accept, Learn and Let go

2011-11-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

There are things we don’t want to happen, but have to accept.
There are things we don’t want to know, but have to learn.
And people we can’t live without but we have to let go.

Things we do

2011-11-24T14:11:00.001+08:00

Good Old Days

2011-11-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

Invincible - Hedley

2011-11-19T12:43:00.001+08:00

Took a long hard look at my life
Lost my way while I was fighting the time
A big black cloud, stormy sky
Followed me, oh I was living a lie
So heartless, so selfish, so in darkness
When all your nights are starless
You're running outta hope
But I found the strength inside to see
Found the better part of me
And I'll never let it go

I've come a long, long way
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathin’, breathin’
That's right and I mean it, mean it
This time I'm a little run down
I've been living out loud
I could beat it, beat it
That's right, cause I'm feelin’, feelin’
Invincible
Oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh-whoa

When you're gone for a day [Gone for a day]
On your own [On your own]
Tear your heart out just to find your way home
I've been so high [Been so high]
I've sunk so low [Sunk so low]
I've come so far, with nothing to show for it
Mistaken, I got so good at taking
But now I'm tired of faking
This story's getting old
So I found the strength inside to see
From the better part of me
And I'll never let it go

I've come a long, long way
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathin’, breathin’
That's right and I mean it, mean it
This time I'm a little run down
I've been living out loud
I could beat it, beat it
That's right, 'cause I'm feelin’, feelin’
Invincible
Oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh-whoa
Invincible

I'm not the only one
That crashed into the sun
And lived to fight another day
Like a super nova
That old life is over [Is over, is over]
I'm here to stay
Now I'm gonna be
Invincible
Oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh-whoa
Invincible
[Invincible]

I've come a long, long way
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathin’, breathin’ [I’m breathing]
That's right and I mean it, mean it [Mean it]
This time I'm a little run down [I’m a little run down]
I've been living out loud [Living out loud]
I could beat it, beat it
That's right 'cause I'm feelin’, feelin’
Invincible
Oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh-whoa
Invincible
Oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Oh-whoa
Invincible

我快要死!

2011-11-19T12:40:00.001+08:00

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!

TIRED

2011-11-16T16:59:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of BEING SAD.
I'm tired of PRETENDING.
I'm tired of REMEMBERING.
I'm tired of BEING ALONE.
I'm tired of FEELING STUCK.
I'm tired of NEEDING HELP.
I'm tired of MISSING THINGS.
I'm tired of MISSING PEOPLE.
I'm tired of feeling WORTHLESS.
I'm tired of feeling EMPTY INSIDE.
I'm tired of NOT BEING ABLE TO JUST LET GO.
I'm tired of WISHING I COULD START ALL OVER.
I'm tired of DREAMING OF A LIFE I WILL NEVER HAVE.
Most of all, I'm just TIRED OF BEING TIRED.

Have you ever felt?

2011-11-14T21:26:00.001+08:00

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

Pessimistic? Deteriorating? Tired?

2011-11-14T21:02:00.001+08:00

I don't know what is happening to me these days. My level of concentration has dropped drastically and no matter how hard I tried to pay attention during class, I just couldn't get whatever information into my freaking head. It felt like my brain is deteriorating and it's getting worse. Assignment start streaming in and now, I'm having trouble writing my report. Struggling to complete within the dateline is hell hard. What is happening?!

Every time I opened my assignment, I just could not concentrate or focus in completing it. There's just something.. which I do not know what it was that kept me from focusing. It's very frustrating! There are currently 2 assignments that are going on and both assignments requires me to submit on week 6 which is next week and how is the progress coming? Both less than 30% done. Depressing isn't it? Less than half of the semester have gone passed and this is happening to me. All I just want is to get pass this final semester and get on with life, is that so much to ask for?

Sure, there are bound to have difficulty and obstacles that one must go through before getting the sweetness of success. But to me, this is a little too much for me to handle. I guess I'm just a weakling.In the past, whenever I faced with problems, I tried my best to overcome it and eventually, I managed to get pass it and moved on to life. But this time, I don't know why but I do not have the motivation or the energy to do so. I guess I'm tired. Tired of suffering, tired of facing obstacles, and tired of fighting it.

Sometimes I wonder, why bad things happened to me? Why can't for once, just once, things would go smoothly for me. I really don't know how to endure it anymore.

2011-11-14T20:54:00.001+08:00

I want to die..

2011-11-13T15:06:00.001+08:00

Depressed! :(

WIN!

2011-07-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

Me: Can I have more information about Microsoft Reporting? because I have to submit a report to my school and its graded 60%

Supervisor: Google it..

Me: ...

Breakdown soon. FML

2011-06-16T15:31:00.003+08:00

AHHHH.. I'M SO SCREWED!! WHAT AM I GOING DO?!

One month left to write my report and I got no content to write for it. 10,000.. 10 freaking thousand words minimum. Look for supervisor, either she's not around or busy with something. How am I going to write without any information or details given to me?!

BUDDHA PLEASE BLESS ME! :( I don't want to fail my final year project.

2011-06-07T13:01:00.004+08:00

I wanna get a belt and a wallet but I couldn't find nice ones. I saw this burberry black label wallet. ITS NICE! But sold out ): Plus it's kinda hard to find burberry black label in Singapore as they only available in Japan! What's more.. Most of their wallet are nice! Hais.

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!

It's too late

2011-05-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

It's way too late, you're going to say, "I love you." Then when I don't reply, you're going to muster up everything you have and ask, "Do you love me?" and you know what I'm going to say, "I used to love you, I wish I still did, but you were with all those other guys, and you were way too blind to see what was right in front of you the whole time. I've dropped you hints, and I've tried to make it clear, but you never caught on. So right now I'm going to have to say, we're just friends, like you did to me all those times.

Over You

2011-05-11T21:29:00.001+08:00

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath
I felt if I was in way to deep, guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And ow I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

Well, I'm putting my heart back together
'Cause I got over you and I got over you
And I got over you

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

Things

2011-05-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

There were so many things I wanted to tell you, that I never got around to. Sometimes they make their way to my concious mind, and it makes me sad. I never got a chance to tell you. I never will.

And even now things are going on that I wish I could tell you about.

But I'll never get to tell you those, either.

2011-05-10T23:34:00.001+08:00

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?
(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me
I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me
Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart
(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything
You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you
Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?
Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it
Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

April Fool Lover Fool

2011-05-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

我想要靠近你一步但你总是
忽远忽近保持态度
直到四月一号你才透露
多残酷原来我是April Fool

April Fool Lover Fool
笑我傻为你哭
为你做的全部不在乎

April Fool Lover Fool
最后终于看清楚
原来你只要他的幸福

你对我从来都不在乎
为什么我们要有个当初
原来你对我根本不在乎

愛不單行

2011-05-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的
那个人
很多人都像我　一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画　
却比想像复杂
恨安定爱变化　我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍　却还是没能
将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗　
为何我还相信　
它不是独行侠　我在等一个人
在等我的永恒　告诉我爱不
单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑
以后
还是宁愿回到　
爱情那个枷锁

我在等一个人　在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

2011-05-10T20:54:00.001+08:00

2011-05-10T20:39:00.001+08:00

Whenever I let my mind wander, it always lead back to you.

2011-05-10T20:33:00.001+08:00

I’ve tried soo hard to shut my feelings out but I guess I can no longer lie to myself, I can no longer convience myself that it isn’t bothering me because deep down its tearing me apart bit by bit. Is it time i faced the truth that it’s just impossible in so many ways?

2011-05-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

2011-05-10T20:25:00.001+08:00

I really don’t know what to do with my life right now. Everything just seems so bland. I wake up, go to work, and go home. Repeat. There’s nothing really to look forward to, except going to bed after a long day. It’s sort of like a big rhetorical question that you can barely explain.

2011-05-10T20:22:00.001+08:00

There is only so much that one can handle yet you still find it neccessary to push me to my limits, to the point where I am gripping on the edge with nothing but a few fingers.

It’s okay, I’m use to it

2011-05-10T20:20:00.001+08:00

I don’t even know why you bother to ask how I would feel, if you went and did this and that when we both know you’re not being considerate of my feelings at all, that you’re only doing it out of gesture to make it seem like you “care”. You know exactly what makes me happy and what makes me sad but whatevers, fuck how I feel, it’s not like you ever gave a shit anyways.

2011-05-10T19:37:00.001+08:00

Some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together

2011-05-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

2011-05-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

I just wish, for once something would work out.

2011-05-09T16:14:00.001+08:00

I wish you all the best..

2011-05-09T14:52:00.000+08:00

How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you

2011-05-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

How do I mend a broken heart?
My entire world has fallen apart.
How do I find hope in a brand new day, when the one I love has gone away?

2011-05-09T13:02:00.001+08:00

There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown. Things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt.

2011-05-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

Looking for true individuals, who love truly.

2011-05-09T11:54:00.001+08:00

Forget everything
Forget us
Forget me
Forget YOU

2011-05-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

Worst feelings in the world...

- Having a good night, and having it ruined with tears
- The feeling like you’re all alone, like you’re lost
- Having to look at the face of the person you love, knowing they won’t love you
- When someone tells you they don’t feel the same
- Crying so much you cry yourself to sleep
- The feeling of anger twards yourself, and her
- The feeling of being forgot, unwanted, not good enough

2011-05-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

I thought I was strong enough to let her go, and do you know what the sad part is? Even after when I let her go, I still sits up at night and stares at my phone wondering if she misses me now that I've gone

2011-05-09T11:45:00.000+08:00

Why can't my instinct be wrong for once when it comes to relationship? Sigh

2011-05-09T11:43:00.001+08:00

I knew someday its going to happen, just that I did not expect it to be that fast.

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

2011-05-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, oh oh

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
(Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go..)

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

2011-05-03T20:13:00.002+08:00

I guess I knew it would never work out. You were my best friend and I was yours. But things changed and I fell in love with you. I'm sorry I couldn't keep my feelings at bay. I tried to hide them but they became too much to bear. You said that it won't work out, that you didn't love me the way I loved you. It hurt me so badly and you knew it did. You said that you would be there. That you would help me get over you. But I love you so much that my feelings just won't go away. It took a year for everything to change. We've both grown apart and barely see or talk to each other now. I'm leaving you alone so that you won't have to sacrifice anything for me. I'm leaving you alone because I love you.

What are words

2011-05-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

2011-05-01T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm upset!

2011-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you just have to let go. Let go of yourself and just live. Stop living in the past, or the future and just, focus on what's happening now. I mean, we're always young at heart, we just learn how to act more mature. So, stop thinking that you're not going to be ok, because if you think like that you aren't. Just, smile, and be happy. Easier than it sounds, I know but, you can get there. Sometimes it just takes that extra push, from something inside, something outside, someone inside, or someone outside. Sometimes all it takes is just that push, that spark, that realization that you're not alone; ever. Because there is always another person, who feels alone, or similar to you- therefore you're not alone in feeling that way. Look, I know that time can be hard, I know that you're going to get upset and want to scream and just give up, run away and hide, I know there will be pain, loss, hurt and heartbreak, I know you'll make mistakes that you wish you'd never made and a whole lot of other things. But I also know, that there will be times when you feel amazing that you could fly,there will joy so powerful you will feel like you're on top of the world, you'll have dreams so big, that you'll say you'll do anything to get there, there will be lessons learned that you will grateful of for years to com, there will people you meet who make you feel like never before, you'll make friendships that last a week, or a lifetime, you'll fall in and out of a complicated feeling with someone. Basically, all of this stripped down; in the end, life is worth it. Life comes with rules, extras, like, we all will some days feel awful, we'll all sometimes hate how we look, we'll all sometimes have a day where nothing and no one appeal to us. We'll also have happiness, joy and excitement; it's just how life works, it all ways out eventually. But there's always something there that's worth it. Even if it's nothing human, even if it's just the beautiful smell of the morning air, or the way the sky looks so peaceful at dawns; there is always something there to make you feel alive, happy. I suppose, that you just have to patient and find it, you just have to let yourself be free enough to get to the place where it's at; you just have to let yourself live.

2011-02-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

Just A Dream - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

2011-02-15T22:01:00.001+08:00

iPhone4.. iPhone4.. _|_ !

2011-01-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO BUY MY NEW YEAR CLOTHINGS! :((((

2010-12-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

TUMBLR IS DOWN!!

Firework - Katy Perry

2010-11-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Going to die soon =x

2010-11-25T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hmmm. What is wrong with my body these few days?

For the past few days, my heart has been very pain whenever I breathe in and out. I have to stop breathing for at least 10-20 seconds or take one small little breathe in at one time before the pain goes off.

Oh well.. Hopefully it get better as days goes by..

Perfect

2010-11-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

2010-10-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

4 MORE DAYS!

AHHH! This is freaking me out. For the past few lessons, I've been making similar mistakes and didn't really perform that well. At this rate that I'm going, how am I going to pass my test?! I did stupid mistakes such as when my instructor asked me to turn left, I turned right. STUPID right? First time never mind but I repeated the same mistakes. This time he asked me to right and I turn in right signal but turned left. I do not know what the hell was I doing at that time. Next lesson, I made the same mistake again. Turn right, I go and change to left lane which almost couldn't turn to the right place at that time. Sigh..

2010-10-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

10!

2010-10-17T00:40:00.001+08:00

OMG. I'm dying SOON! !@#$%^&*

2010-10-16T06:26:00.009+08:00

Recently, I have been thinking a lot. Thinking lots of stuffs and wondering how things have turned out the way it be. Don't know why but my mind sort of like to think A LOT.

How would you describe your life to others?

If I were to describe my life, I would say that my life is like the ocean. There is ups and downs in life which everyone will experience but each and everyone of us definitely will gain new lesson every time we fall hard on the ground. I have once posted a quote in tumblr "Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes. But, when you look back everything is different."

The moment I saw this quote from another tumblr, I straight away re-blog it. If you were to look back at the time you were born to this world till now, a lot of thing indeed changes. And if you realize your life is the sum result of all choices you made, both consciously and unconsciously. If you had a chance to go back in time, would you have done the same thing? or would you change your decision in some ways or decided to do it another way?

Of course, if you can control the process of choosing, you can take control of all aspects of your life. You can find the freedom that comes from being in charge of yourself. Well, if I were given a choice, I would just let things flow the way it should be because I know every decision that I make will always be wrong because in future, I will regret not choosing the other option. Making a decision is not an easy task for me. Some of you may think otherwise but that is me. Some things, once gone, could never be replaced.

All I want is consistency, like the ocean. But I know that the ocean is not consistent. Sometimes it can be calm and sometimes it can be roaring with waves. I know its kind of irony of me writing this but that is what makes it beautiful - unpredictable.

Life is rarely exactly the way we want it to be and that is the fact. Often people do not act as we would like them to be. As time goes by, there are aspect of life that we like while other don't. There will always be people who will disagree with you, do things differently, and most of the time for me, thing doesn't work out the way it should be. But still, we have to move on with life just that we have think it more in a positive way. Because I know that the longer you take to realize you can't go back to the past where things turn out the way it should be, the longer it takes for you to move on. Remember this - Some things are just never meant to be, no matter how hard we wished for. Grow up and accept it.

I know it is easy to say but the truth is, it is hard to accept it. But what can we do about it? All we can do is HOPE. Some may think otherwise, but if we do not have hope, there will not be tomorrow. Every night, we go to sleep. We have no assurance to wake up alive the next morning, but still, we have plans for tomorrow. THAT IS HOPE.

With a note to all:

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every single cent? Of course. Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposit, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow". You must live in the present on today's deposit. Invest as much as you can so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today.

2010-10-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

oh great.. yesterday was sore throat, ulcers, flu, headache and giddiness. Now FEVER and COUGH came to visit too..

don't know.. Don't Know.. DON'T KNOW!

2010-10-14T20:22:00.008+08:00

First of all, I feeling damn down right now. Not sure why am I feeling this way. The only few reasons I can think of would be:

1. Driving test is just 13 days away and it's freaking me out

2. Stress up due to [no.1]

3. Bored

4. Tired

5. More breakout.. due to [no.2, 4, 6]

6. Irritating hair cause me to have [no.5]

7. so on and so forth...

Honestly speaking.. I myself also do not know why. This is one thing that I'm sure some people may have experience this kind of feelings. A feeling that no one really know why are they feeling down or uneasy. All those reasons that I came out with from above are actually excuses that I could think of in replacing the doubt that I have. I guess it for me to find out the reason why.

Next, I guess that I'm SICK! I do not know why either. Guess it must be the freaking weather that is causing all these illness on me. Out of a sudden I'm having unbearable sore throat, 2 freaking pain ulcers, flu, headache and giddiness. All these causing me to have no appetite to eat.

I feel like DYING! Like seriously.. gosh!

To sum up the worst feeling in life:

- Sick [most of us will experience]

- Letting yourself to be beaten down [Most of the time]

- Knowing that you're being lied to [Freaking hate liars!]

- Watching yourself fade away [This is what happening to me right now]

- Hating yourself [Obviously]

- Being along when you're falling apart

- Stress for exams! [Totally]

- Not being good enough [Always]

- Being used

- Best friends falling apart

- Being left out

- Can't have the things that you wished for [As always]

This is all I could think of right now.. I believe there's more of it but I guess these are the common ones

Alright.. I'm not gonna write any further..

Life doesn't make sense.

2010-10-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

Gosh! I seriously need to cut my hair! Sigh..

2010-10-13T16:32:00.003+08:00

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?!

14 days.. 2 more weeks..

2010-10-13T01:25:00.005+08:00

OH MY TIAN.. 2 more weeks to driving test! It's happening so fast!

I remembered August was the month that I started learning how to drive and now, 3 months has passed. 6 more lessons to go..

I'm so stressed! AHH! HELP! I'm so afraid that I might fail the test which I does not wish it to happen because I do not want to waste anymore time and money on driving. My instructor told me that I have the performance but I get nervous easily which is true (not at the performance part but at being nervous).

I have this problem with me ever since when I was young. Well, I guess this does not only occur on me but to others. But I just can't seem to calm myself down whenever I want to do something perfect especially when it has got to do with the word TEST or EXAM. This 2 words totally freaks me out.

Throughout these years, I have been trying to find a solution to this but nothing seems to work on me. Tried a few methods; breathe in and out, think of other stuff or try not to think about the things that are gonna be tested etc. All these methods may worked for others but I guess its doesn't work on me. Even if its worked, it will only last for few minutes or about an hour IF.. I myself also do not know why.

Well.. I guess this is one of the toughest obstacles that I must overcome it quick before somethings happen *choy*

Anyway.. I just hope that I can pass my driving test. This will be my wish for this month! Haha. Hopefully it will be smooth sailing and not something like my past few lessons which I myself knew that I did not perform well. Couldn't really concentrate, stall engine 3 times after so many lessons and no idea what was I thinking while doing parking especially parallel parking. Made all the stupid mistakes which I hardly make and in the end.. I got scolded. Deserved it! AHH!

Seriously hope I can pass my driving test so that I will be able to concentrate on my studies!

Last semester results wasn't as good as compared to Year 1. I was expecting my GPA to drop and yes indeed.. it dropped. But luckily it wasn't as bad as I thought. For this semester, my GPA dropped 0.2 (3.35) as compared to semester 2 result (3.52) and for my overall GPA result, it dropped 0.05 (3.42) compared to last year cumulative result (3.47).

To be honest, I'm not happy with my results and yet not sad about it. The reason that I'm not happy is because my results dropped which is stating the obvious. Secondly, I did not do well for some of my modules be it on assignments, common test or exams which also contributes to my results. Reason of not being too upset about this result? Honestly speaking.. I was expecting it to be worst than 3.35.

Before the results were out, I was predicting my GPA to be like 2.8 or maximum 3.0. I told myself that my results will be bad so be prepared for it because there were few careless mistakes which I made during examination and 1 paper in particular was FREAKING TOUGH. That paper basically killed everyone who are taking that module.

But when I received the sms and looked at my results. The first thing my eye was searching for was OOAD1 which killed us all during exam and I got B for that module. I was totally shocked for a few seconds before looking at the rest of my modules! I would say that was a miracle even though I did not get any As. 4 modules 2 B+ and 2 B. Count myself lucky..

I MUST DO WELL FOR NEXT SEMESTER! I MUST MAKE SURE I GET AN A FOR AT LEAST ONE MODULE!

oh ya, I need to get a haircut REAL SOON. My hair is irritating me and is a hinder to me when I drive on road. Hmmm..

2010-10-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

I feel like everything I do is wrong.

Everything I do is not enough. I feel like I am not enough.

I feel like I’m a disappointment, a failure, a let down.

I feel inadequate. I feel pointless and useless.

I feel hopeless.

And the worst part? I feel like none of that will ever change.

2010-10-04T22:39:00.001+08:00

23 more days!

2010-08-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

AH HELP! I CAN'T STUDY!

FREAKING STRESS!!! :(

One setback after another.FML

2010-08-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

What the hell is wrong with today?!!

Seriously, today is the worst day of my life. Nothing seems to goes smoothly! I'm seriously very sick and tired of these things. First was my driving, did so many stupid mistakes. This I don't blame myself.

Next got back OOAD1 assignment results. MY RESULT WAS THE WORST AMONG MY TEAM MEMBERS! I did so much and this is what I got?! B while the rest of them got an A. This totally demoralized me to the max. I did my best for this assignment and yet what kind of results am I getting?! My question was the toughest and yet............. Leonard you can just go and bang the wall until you die!

After that, I thought things could have goes smoothly for my DWA presentation and little did I expect that I uploaded the WRONG file into the server and this cause me to drag down my team member. When I realized that I uploaded the wrong file into the server, I feel like killing myself and totally feels guilty. I don't blame anyone except ME. Yes you Leonard! I did SO MANY things and what's the outcome? WRONG FILE?! totally disappointed in myself. Although my team members did not blame me, I still blame myself for this stupid mistake that I've done. And I won't blame my team member if they bear grudges on me because this whole freaking whole thing is entirely my fault!

This is what I realized throughout my whole 19 years. No matter how hard I try, there going to be something or someone that is going to pull me down until a point that you can't get any worst. I looked at other people, when they have tried their best in doing their own things be it assignment, work or other things, most of the time the results they got was what they expect or even better. But me? I guess this does not apply to my life.

Why does all these things happens to me? WHY?!

I guess no matter how hard, how hardworking I am or how much I've endured to complete my things, the final results/outcome will never be good.

2010-07-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

I WANT A CAMERAAA!

2010-06-30T23:08:00.001+08:00

Most days, it would be okay. Just today it really isn’t. Honestly, it’s kinda suck and I’m sick and tired of all this thing!

Seriously. FML!

Searching for myself

2010-06-02T00:15:00.003+08:00

Guess this is the only place where I can say whatever I want and how I actually feel because I guess this blog is dead by now.

What is happening to me?! Where is the "old" Leonard who used to be hardworking. Can I have him back here? Because I really do not wish to do badly for my Common Test and any other exams or should I say in my Poly life.

I tried to forced myself into studying, but somehow it seems that whatever that I'm trying to study does not seems to get into my head. If this goes on, the consequences would be dire. Definitely!

This semester, I had 4 modules and all these modules are freaking hard to understand and the lecturer that teaches us also does not really bother about us. To them pass or fail is not their business, so long they do their jobs, it's okay.

Why do I have such a difficult path to go through?! Sometimes I just envy others because everything or most of the things in their lives went smoothly and me? Everything was a rocky path ever since I was young and now, it has been same. Be it in terms of studies or whatever things that I owned. Everything.. everything would surely goes something wrong. I used to think that this path would soon be gone and a new beginning would arrive but I guess what I was thinking was just a dream.

Seriously, I do not know how long can I withstand this. I'm on the verge of breaking down and sometimes I feel like dying and I really hoped that I could survive this through. If not, I seriously can't imagine how am I going to handle this.

Ahhhhh! How I wish now I could find someone to talk.. just anyone.. But I guess this ain't gonna happen.

2010-04-04T23:49:00.001+08:00

I WANT A iTOUCH :(

2009-10-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

Wish Me Luck! :)

2008-12-08T13:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. thurs met yang, xingjue and wenjie in cck interchange.. thn headed down to orchard cause xingjue wanted to see somethings and at the same time shop around orchard lor.. thn about 230 weien came to meet us.. so as usual.. walk around orchard until nothing to walk.. thn we went to city hall.. went to marina square and walk thn slack at mac for quite some time.. after slacking went to suntec city to shop again.. thn about 7 went for dinner... thn after dinner, it was rainning heavily and we couldnt go anywhere.. so we went to raffles hotel cause it is the nearest that we can go to.. thn slack over there and at the same time wait for the rain to stop.. thn when the rain get smaller.. we went to raffles city bk and slack till 9 plus.. thn took 190 send xingjue home with weien, yang and wenjie.. thn aft sending her back.. we took lrt home..

thn sat nothing much to write about.. at my cousin house slacking.. thn sunday went out with my parents to ang mo kio hub there.. thn there nothing to walk one.. hahas.. thn walk halfway saw ms ho and lan lao shi.. lols.. so coincidence.. singapore is so small.. hahas.. thn aft shop around amkhub.. went for dinner.. thn aft that.. went to fetch sis jackie and phimol.. thn headed down to mediacorp to support my dad friend thn at the same thing also go and support my bro cause he helping in the performance.. thn reach there at 7.. went in and wait for the show to start.. thn at the mean while got one person telling us the whole program for the night.. thn the show start at 8 and end at 10.. thn aft that wait for my bro for quite sometime.. thn aft fetching my bro.. went to dinner and headed back home..

okays.. there's nothing to write anymore..
bye.. takecares..

2008-12-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

well today went out.. thn went to meet up weien first thn meet up with yang.. after meeting them, went to some place to check out something.. after checking up certain thing.. thn weien hungry cause he didnt had his lunch.. so went for lunch near swiss de coffeeshop.. hahas.. after lunch went to town and walk around.. hahas.. thn went wisma there see the nike shop cause weien said there got sell shirt that can choose our own design.. hahas.. thn aft that went to sony shop as weien wanted to see his earpiece.. aft that went to paragon, heeren.. lol.. actually wanted to find hongtat but he start work at 6.. so no choice but to wait for other time.. hahas.. thn we walk until tired liao went centrepoint mac and slack down there.. thn slack for about almost an hour.. as we were about to go plaza sing to meet xingjue.. we saw dama, justin and jiahao.. hahas.. so coincidence.. lols.. thn walk with them till PS thn spilt up ler.. as we were meeting xingjue.. so they went to shop and we went to find xingjue.. hahas.. thn aft meeting her.. thn walk around plaza sing thn went to carls jr for dinner again cause xingjue never eat before.. hahas.. thn stay there till 7.. thn weien went swimming thn the rest of us jiu went home liao.. haha..

okays.. nothing to write ler..
takecares..

2008-11-28T00:08:00.003+08:00

ok.. wed went out for interview at bugis..
so meet weien at 1pm thn went up to mrt station there to meet up with yang and xingjue.. thn aft that went to jurong mrt to meet the rest of the people who are following us to go for interview.. after meeting everybody, took the mrt to bugis.. thn went to dayspring which is the company that we are going for interview.. as there were too many people to interview.. we were split into 2 groups.. so asarff, kumaran and roy together with xingjue went out to walk for awhile... thn me, yang, weien, alicia, joyce and nat went for the interview first... during the interview we were told that we will be separated thn all of us sian already.. cause initially my bro told me that we can work together that why we went for the interview.. but in the end have to split up.. hais.. thn aft the interview most of us like lose interest in the jobs already.. dunno want to go back to action toys and work anot.. hahas.. haven ask yet.. hmmm.. see how bah.. thn asarff they turn to go for interview.. so the rest of us went bugis junction and walk around and at the same thing wait for asarff they all..
aft that.. went to clementi for dinner at sakura.. thn edwin, alicia, joyce and nat didnt join us.. so went to meet wenjie, hongtat, mirian and gekleng at clementi bus interchange and head up to sakura for dinner.. thn spend about 2hr+ over there.. slack around, chit chatting and making fun of mirian.. lols.. as we are about to leave the place, it was raining.. so no choice have to wait for the rain to stop before we can go back home.. so in the mean while slacking around there and take some photos.. soon, the rain stop and we took bus to jurong interchange and took mrt back home..

here are some photos that we took..

takecares..

2008-11-21T01:12:00.003+08:00

okays back to posting..

first and foremost want to wish my jie happy birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hahas..

okays.. last tues went to celebrate yanling's birthday at novena.. thn went to meet nicholas at taka first cause he want to buy something for yanling thn aft buying her present thn went to nick house and pick up the rest of the people and meet phimol they at novena.. thn had dinner at the zheng fa huo hai xian there.. thn reach there was like wha a lot of people sio.. but heng khee teng reach early thn help us queue.. if not have to wait till 8 plus? thn didnt really eat much cause wasnt quite hungry.. lol.. thn eat and chit chat till 9 plus 10 i think.. thn went back home..

thn today went to meet up with yang, hongtat and terry at cck mrt to play pool.. thn reach liao went to clementi had lunch cause yang want to have his lunch.. aft that.. went to the west coast recreation club there and play pool.. thn not long later.. edwin came.. and then we played until 5 plus bah.. thn went to clementi mrt to meet weien for dinner.. thn meet up with him ler thn went to marina square and had carl's jr for our dinner.. hahas.. thn slack down there.. thn aft went to walk around and we walked from marina square to singapore flyer thn from singapore flyer to clake quay.. hahas.. thn slack down there till 10 plus.. as terry need to go back early cause he got school the next day.. thn went to take mrt home..

okays.. that all for today.. shall end here for now..
takecares..

2008-11-15T17:07:00.004+08:00

okays.. O level finally ended and it mean that my sescondary life had also ended.. so sad.. lol..

alright.. overall for all my O level papers was not too bad.. some are easy while some are shocking when i turn over the paper and look at the question.. hahas.. so ya.. hope can pass my o level bah..

hahas.. dun want to talk about studies anymore..
okay.. let talk about our graduation night bah.. hahas..

overall wasn't too bad.. got some interesting one and boring one.. nono.. is not so interesting one.. hahas.. so on that day.. went to weien house at 415 to meet the rest of the peoples.. thn over there wait for the rest to come and the around 5 bah i think the bus came.. thn as the bus came we are shocked cause weien book a 19 seater bus thn in the end came a 40+ plus bus.. hahas.. thn meet up with joyce they all in the bus.. thn we head up to park hotel which the graduation are held.. haha.. so reach there at 545pm where we are supposed to be IN by 545.. hahas.. thn went into the hotel was very crowded as they haven started.. so slack down there.. thn around 6 thn we sign in and went to find our table.. the programme was a boring start with our principle, mr liu, giving his final speech to all of us.. hahas.. aft his speech.. started serving food and the programme carried on.. hahas.. thn half way thru the programme.. our table all went to toilet.. lol.. thn aft tht went back.. mr yoong ask for one representative from each class to go up and play a game.. hahas... thn initially all wanted asraff to go up.. thn i told them to sabo youngee.. hahas.. thn at tht time he haven come back from his "toilet break" hahas.. thn when mr yoong ask for our class.. all shouted youngee name.. can see that he was super shocked.. hahas... aft that they started showing our class video which i think that is the most interesting among the other 3 or 4 video bah.. cause at first they show other class video most of them are not really watching.. thn our turn.. all of them was very keen to watch our video.. ahas... was funny.. aft all the showing of video was the competition of prom king and queen and guess wad.. our class mathi had done us proud.. he got the prom king while the prom queen was 4E.. sothe programme ended around 9 plus.. thn aft the programme.. everybody started to take photo with each other.. and we took fofr quite long i must say.. hahas.. thn took until 11 plus bah.. thn kana "chase" out by susan lim(bouncer) lols.. thn aft our grad night, me, yang, weien, edwin, hongtat, wenjie, weiyong, joyce, nat, alicia, xingjue, gekleng, mirian went to centre point and chill out and at the same time wait for alicia's parent to fetch her home.. so around 12 her parent's came so joyce and nat follow alicia back.. left the 10 of us... so went to cine de kbox and sing, slack and rest over there.. hahas.. spent the whole night there till 6am.. hahas.. from 12 plus to 6am very long right.. but time flies very fast.. hahas.. aft that went to mac and had our breakfast and edwin,weiyong and gekleng took mrt home and the rest took 190 back home and rest.. hahas..
so that the end of our grad night.. so fast 5 years have pass and all of us had also become mature i guess.. LOL.. think wont often see each other liao.. so must keep in contact ok? must not let this friendship end.. hahas..
anw.. here are some photo during our grad night.. haven collected all yet..

TAKECARE EVERYONE! (:

5N2 ALWAYS!

5N2 YUM SENG! hahas..

7boys with Ms Ho..

with Ms Tan.. hmmm.. where's weiyong? LOL

FRIENDS FOREVER!

BROTHER and SISTER ALWAYS! (:

7 BROTHERS! hahas..

weien, me, hongtat and wenjie

weien and me..

xingjue and me

me and mathi (prom king)

me and dama..

2008-04-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

okays it been 1 month plus i didnt update ler my blog ler.. lols..
so i decided to blog it cause i just completed my math paper 2 which im supposed to do everyday and hand up to my tutor.. and now.. i really got nothing to do ler.. lols..

okays.. hmmm.. thn today went to school damn tired arh.. hahas.. cause yesterday tuition till 9 plus sio.. from 4 to 9 plus leh.. hahas.. cause my algebra hai me de lor.. most of the question on algebra i can do except proving -.-.. thn do about 15 question only 4-5 got the ans.. the rest is either the ans not the same as the paper given or dunno how do.. wah.. stress man.. paper 2 confirm will come out leh.. hahas.. my tutor said normally that question carried about 6-10 mark.. depend on the question.. hahas.. diao diao diao..... liddat 3-4 gone lor.. hahas.. cause normally the proving question take up 3-4 mark.. hahas.. but after doing so many question i sort of know how to do ler..=x hahas.. okays dun talk about the algebra thingy ler.. thn morning went for dnt.. done nothing.. thn got back our folio.. thn i got 17.5/20 lols.. i was shock man.. cause i anyhow do de as i was rushing to hand up.. hahas.. but the folio tht i handed up will not be my finalised de still must improve alot if not dnt cant get a1 or a2.. hahas.. thn aft went for recess.. thn aft recess was social studies.. guess wad.. exam next week and mr kamal haven finish up the topic tht we were suppose to learn and he like got only 2 more period which is tmr.. thn by the way he go arh.. dun think can finish.. thn at the end.. remedial.. lols.. always liddat one.. hahas.. thn aft ss was chinese.. thn do si han.. but didnt complete.. hahas.. i bring home and do.. dunno why at class cannt concentrate.. hahas.. thn aft chinese was math.. thn do some graph question.. hahas.. thn aft math went to lot one.. wahh.. damn suay man.. at first wanted to take cab as the bus stop got alot of people.. thn saw one cab hongtat flag but thn kana snatch by a outsider.. thn nebermind we wait another.. thn saw another.. the taxi is approching us.. who knows pop out one boy dunno from which class de.. know wad he do.. he took the cab knowing tht we called for it.. wah.. damn pekchek sia.. thn nebermind wait another one lor.. thn finally one came.. this time nobosy snatch from us.. but guess wad.. hongtat flag for the cab.. thn the cab put signal light.. thn we thgt the cab stoping.. but the cab went pass us.. wwahhhh... i, yang, hongtat and wenjie was like wth.. hahas.. thn zhu ding cannt take cab thn 188 came and we took 188 to lot 1 for lunch.. hahas..

okays.. time for me to study again.. hahas..
5 more day to SA1.. stress man.. first paper EL and chinese p1.. lols..
anw.. all the best to everyone for their exams..

takecares...

2008-03-05T14:20:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. okays.. quite long din post liao.. today shall post abit.. hahas

hmm.. past few day has been going to school.. of course.. lols.. not much thing happen lah.. only do fileing all those shit thing that we do just for someone to see.. so ma fan lah.. some of my note gone liao.. hahas.. thn yesterday went for tuition.. do acs barker road de math paper 1.. okay lah very easy the paper.. i count can get how much.. i counted i can get 18 mark nia.. LOLS.. thn aft doing the paper.. kana scolded again.. hais.. said wad din pratice our math all this shit thn said alot of tip to get an A for our o level lah.. she talk until so easy.. thn i ask her prove to me that it can be done.. and guess wad.. she did it.. hahas.. i nothing to said sio.. she took my history note and read through.. and within an hour.. she write down all my history note without missing any point sia.. like photocopy liddat.. lols.. thn she do math paper 30 min finish.. siao one lah.. and the best thing she ask me to pon remedial!.. hahas.. cause she said remedial are useless.. lols.. thn today also nothing much lah.. only get back our CA mark.. wah.. i tell you.. jialat man.. lols.. my eng i got 51, C6.. math 73, A2.. science i think i get 58,C5 bah if i not wrong.. thn c.human i got 41,E8 SIAN!!! and the best result... chinese F9.. hahas.. forgot how much i got ler.. lols.. i think 34 arh.. lowest in class.. hahas..
how sia!!!! o level chinese is coming and my result is so "fantastic" how to pass.. hais!

suan ler.. dun want to post anymore.. need to chiong my dnt.. alot haven finish yet.. hais.. STRESS MAN!!!

takecares..

2008-02-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

okays.. friday.. went to school.. thn ermmm.. forgot anything wad happen anot on friday in school ler.. hahas.. anw.. friday.. went to take mrt home with yang and weien.. thn we are like rushing lah.. hahas. cause meeting edwin, gekleng, xingjue and mirian at jurong east.. hahas.. thn reach home abt 130.. thn confirm late liao.. thn bathe finish went to take mrt again to jurong east to meet edwin and yang they all.. thn reach ler.. yang haven reach.. lols.. thn abt 215 he reach ler.. thn went to kbox.. hahas.. thn sing abit thn heard funny song.. lols.. thn mirian damn funny sia.. hahas.. cause gekleng took thn mic. thn she said the mic very smelly leh.. hahas.. thn mirian go and smell and said really very smelly.. hahas.. funny sia.. people said smelly liao still go smell.. ahahs.. thn gekleng ask mirian to smell her leg smelly mah.. lols. but mirian didnt lah.. hahas.. thn around 6 plus gekleng off for tuition.. thn we continue to sing until time up.. hahas.. thn aft that went to play pool.. thn hongtat want to play thn went to je to meet us... thn play for about 1 hr plus... thn went for dinner.. hahas.. damn hungry.. thn eat liao.. chit chat here and there.. thn took mrt back home.. thn reach home play wahjong with yang,xingjue and wenjie for awhile.. thn as usual lah... xingjue fell asleep thn we stop playing.. hahas..
thn sat..
went to meet nick and yanling at kembangan mrt at 12.. thn yanling arrive liao.. thn we took taxi to nick house to pick him up.. thn went to katong.. thn reach liao.. went to eat lunch first.. thn aft that went to sing k again.. but i didnt sing lah.. damn tired.. hahas.. thn heard nick and yanling sing lor.. hahas.. thn until 3pm thn went to play pool.. lols.. the program like friday sia.. sing finish k go play pool.. hahas.. thn aft tht phimol came to meet us.. thn play for about 2 hr bah.. hahas... thn went to eat our dinner i think.. ahas.. thn went to eat katong laksa.. thn aft tht they accompany me to clementi.. cause got tuition thn reach clementi liao.. went to arcade for awhile.. thn abt time liao.. i went for my tuition and nick they all went off to somewhere else.. hahas.. thn reach the tuition centre nobody down there.. --" thn my teacher late.. thn make me stand there like an idiot for 30min.. hahas.. damn hot lor.. thn abt 715 he reach.. thn start tuition.. first physics thn chemistry.. hahas.. thn the tuition ends close to 11.. damn tired and hungry already.. hahas.. thn went to lot 1 mac to buy some food back thn saw huimin and hweeling down there.. suay man.. hahas.. thn aft buy liao jiu went home.. thn again play wahjong.. hahas.. this time with nick, yang and xingjue... play until 2 plus.. thn all stop playing ler.. hahas.. thn went to sleep!

okays.. that all for now..
take cares..

2008-02-17T16:59:00.002+08:00

okays.. today shall blog.. too long didnt post ler.. hahahs.. anw will not be posting too often ler.. hahas.. becuase of studies.. hahas..=x

anw.. yesterday wake up early in the morning.. meet up with yang, hongtat, wenjie and weien at the mrt.. thn hongtat was late again as usual.. hahas.. thn when he arrive... thn we took mrt down to jurong east to do flag day.. sian! thn reach liao.. went to library there meet.. thn alot of people collecting the tin.. thn we lazy to wait for so long.. thn went mac to eat our breakfast first lor.. thn aft eating.. went back there to collect our tin.. thn they said your tin is not half full you will not get any cip hour.. stupid rule.. thn we went to watch show as it is still early.. hahas.. thn went to watch kungfu dunk.. hahas.. the show not bad lah.. quite funny.. but the storyline not very well written.. hahas.. thn finishing watching.. went to bus interchange there do flag day cause all the place has been taken left there.. thn do for awhile nobody.. thn me and edwin went walking around to ask for people donation.. thn also "steal" people business lah.. cause got one school ask the people for donation but me and edwin get the money.. hahas.. thn the other school people walk away.. lols.. thn continue walking.. thn keep asking but only some donate.. hahas.. thn got one make me sia.. wah.. bua ta han that auntie sia.. cause i went to ask one auntie for donation.. thn the auntie stop and take out her wallet.. thn i thgt she wanted to donate so i waited.. guess wad.. once she took out the wallet.. she walk away sia.. wth.. make me damn paiseh lah.. wah lau.. hahas.. suan ler.. thn about time ler.. thn went to meet yang they all thn went back to library there to return the can.. thn when i return.. they said was very little.. wad to do.. thn they circle me, edwin and weiyong name.. thn weien and hongtat i dunno lah.. thn yang play cheat one.. he bring all his 5 cent coin and put thn like very heavy liddat.. hahas.. thn as for wenjie put 4 dolloar in front of them cause inside very little.. thn the people very happy.. thn he din kana.. hais.. hahas.. wad to do.. hahas.. they dun want to give cip hour thn dun give lor.. can find other cip to do mah.. rite.. hahas.. thn aft the cip.. went to rest for awhile at jurong entertainment there.. thn aft tht went to imm cause yang wanted to buy 4x4 rubik cube.. thn go there liao sold out again.. hahas.. thn me, hongtat and yang took 188 home.. thn reach home liao.. bathe and change to outing clother again.. thn went to take mrt to kovan mrt station to meet up with ybc.. thn reach there about 5pm.. thn went to aaron house to bai nian.. aft aaron house was ady house.. thn stay there for qutie sometime.. thn play abit of mahjong.. but no money one lah.. hahas.. thn win quite alot of time lah.. wasted din play money.. hahas.. anw.. aft playing.. thn took cab to nick place.. thn had our dinner there.. thn stay there chit chat.. thn play rubiks cube.. hahas.. thn they rest play blackjack.. hahas.. play finish.. watch them gamble.. hahs.. thn all gamble except me.. hahas.. thn going 12.. yanling need to go back home.. thn follow nick to fetch yanling back.. thn aft tht went back to nick house again.. hahas... thn they still playing.. lols.. thn watch them play again.. thn nick ask me help him play.. thn play for awhile thn he play again.. hahas.. phanida damn funny sia.. die die want to become a banker.. thn she be banker for 3 round lose 3 round.. hahas.. thn she dun want play liao.. lols.. thn they play until 215.. hahas.. thn nick us go back as this time no more mrt.. hahas.. thn reach home liao.. bathe thn straight away sleep.. damn tired.. hahas..

thn today nothing much.. have been staying at home throughout the day doing my social studies homework which can kill me.. hahas.. cause mr kamal give us one question and want us to write 2 full page without leaving any line in between... damn hard lah.. hahas.. thn i like spend about 2 hr doing for one stupid question.. hahas.. going faint liao.. hahas..

okays lah dun want post liao.. very tired.. hahas..
taekcares..

2008-02-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

okays.. happy chinese new year to all! hahas..
hmmm.. this year de cny not as fun as last year leh.. dunno why.. hahas.. maybe first 2 day din gamble.. hahas..

anw.. today went to meet yang, wenjie, hongtat, hidayat and weien at cck.. thn had our breakfast at kfc.. thn went to bukit batok to meet the rest of them.. thn reach liao.. meet up with alicia, nat, sherman and weiyong.. thn went to gekleng house for the first stop.. hahas.. thn joyce, mirian and xingjue join us.. thn stay there for about 30min plus bah.. forgot liao.. hahas.. thn went to weiyong house.. thn play blackjack.. hahas.. thn no one want to be banker.. thn i do lor.. hahas.. thn the first round jiu lose to everybody except wenjie.. lols.. but thn the next few round recoup my losses.. hahas.. thn at the end.. i din win nor din lose.. hahas.. aft tht edwin join us liao.. thn went to sherman house.. thn stay there for about 1 hr.. thn chit chat all the way.. hahas.. thn about 2 plus.. thn went to joyce house.. thn reach liao.. play blackjack again.. hahas.. thn this time joyce be banker.. thn lose alot thn edwin take over.. hahas.. thn i think he win bah.. if i not wrong... hahas.. thn in the end again.. i din win nor lose.. lols.. thn aft tht went to weien house.. thn took 188 to his house.. thn aft tht reach liao.. stay there for 1 hr plus.. thn stay there also for about 1 hr.. thn look at weien baby photo.. lols.. look like turtle sia.. =x oops.. hahas.. thn aft weien house went to youngee house.. thn youngee cook dinner thn we watch tv.. hahas.. thn aft tht play blackjack again.. hahas.. play liao this time i win.. hahas.. forgot how much liao.. thn went for makan.. hahas.. thn eat liao.. play again.. hahas.. this time i lose sia.. whenever wenjie be backer i sure lose one.. ahhas.. thn my turn to be banker.. hhas.. i recoup my losses again.. hahas.. and i win.. hahas.. thn play for quite many round liao.. thn my luck is like up and down one lor.. hahas.. thn mirian and gekleng damn damn lucky lah.. always kana blackjack or 5 cards.. wth lor.. they be banker all lose sia.. hahas.. thn play finish ler.. overall i won 2 dollar.. hahas.. not bad.. hahas.. most jialat one is xingjue lose 30 plus.. hahas.. thn play finish ler.. edwin, hongtat, hidayat, alicia, nat, gekleng and sherman went off first.. thn me, yang, weien, wenjie, mirian and xingjue makan again.. hahas.. thn mirian wanted to play mahjong.. but no money one lah.. cause xingjue lose too much liao.. dun let her play money.. hahas.. thn play a few round thn my card like kns.. hahas.. thn last few round thn okok.. hahas.. thn mirian and xingjue need to went home.. thn me, wenjie and weien bring xingjue and mirian to lrt.. thn in the end.. i bring thm cause they on the way went home.. hhas.. thn no more ler.. hahas..

okay.. this is some of the photo we took today.. no group photo.. hahas.. and ps arh.. the photo abit blur.. hehe..

weien and me.

edwin and me.

yang and me.

me and boss(hidayat).. hahas

tu(hongtat) and me.. lols..

nat and me.

alicia and me.

edwin, weien and me.

weien, edwin, yang and me

yang(ah di), joyce(ah mei) and me. hahas..

okays... that all folks.. hahas
takecares..

2008-02-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

okays.. shall post today if not dunno when will i post again liao.. hahas..
okays.. last fri went out with edwin, youngee, hongtat and wenjie aft school to queensway.. thn reach liao had our lunch and thn they want to see their show thn walk a few round thn finally saw the shoes they want.. thn all buy nike sneaker except edwin brought addidas... ahas.. thn all go there empty handed go back got thing with their hand except me.. hahas.. cause i "brought" my cny shoe ler.. hahas..

thn sat nothing much lah.. only went to clementi do wad.. tuition.. hahas.. thn reach liao.. had my physics remedial first thn i told him i flunk my phy test until quite jialat thn he ask how much i told him 11/40.. he straight away faint.. hahs.. thn i told him our teacher mark quite strict thn he ask me to tell mr zan go jump off the building.. hahas.. cause he said only the first test want to make the class die.. hahas.. thn aft phy tuition was chemistry.. thn end at about 7.. 4 hr of tuition.. can die.. hahas.. thn aft tht went home..

thn sun went out with yanling and nicholas.. thn meet them at bugis mrt at 12.. thn went to eat lunch at ermmm i forgot wads the name ler.. hahas.. wadever.. thn went to bugis junction there walk walk.. thn went to plaza sing. thn aft ps went to suntec thn aft suntec went to marina square.. hahas.. thn reach marina square.. thn went to heatwave there cut our hair.. hahas.. thn got quite alot of people lah.. ahas.. thn yanling and nick cut first cause full ler.. thn my turn.. hahas.. thn i cut finish ler they haven finish.. hahas.. cause one dye his hair red adn their do hair treatment i think.. hahas.. dunno lah.. thn went there at 4 went off at 645 plus bah.. hahas.. thn went home..

thn today went to school.. thn aft assembly.. went back to class for chinese lesson.. thn aft chinese lesson was phy practical.. damn sian lah.. do the same experiment as what we did in sec 3.. hahas.. but i din do the experiment.. i ask hongtat and wenjie to do the experiment and i do the recording.. hahas.. thn aft phy was chemistry... thn went thru new topic.. thn aft chem was recess.. thn aft recess was math.. thn got back our test paper.. hahas.. i passed.. haas.. got 22/25.. hahas.. 2 mark lose of careless mistake.. hahas.. thn the other 1 mark is i dunno how to do.. hahas.. thn aft math was history.. thn get back our test paper again.. but this time is history of course.. hahas.. thn i passed again.. this one is miracle.. hahas.. but is just pass.. got 13/25 for my sbq test.. hahas..thn aft school.. thn din go for eng remedial cause i dunno have anot.. hahas..=x thn went to lot 1 to have our lunch.. thn aft tht walk walk thn abt 3 plus thn went home..

okays.. shall stop here ler..
chinese new year is coming.. got the cny feel mah? lols.. i still dun have the feel sia.. even through my younger everyday play cny song.. damn irritating lah.. hahas.. everytime before i enter my house i can heard the cny song.. hahas.. dunno why when he will listen until sian.. hahas.. hmmm... maybe one the actual day thn got the feel bah.. hahas..

takecares..

2008-01-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

okays.. today shall update my blog since got nothing to do.. hahas..
hmmm.. last few day got aot of thing happen.. hahas..
talk abt yesterday since today nothing much to write..

thn yesterday went to school.. thn went for assembly.. thn aft that went for math lesson.. thn aft math was physics.. thn got test.. thn the test quite hard lah.. cause i din really study..=x thn aft phy went for recess.. thn aft recess was eng.. thn constance wong came to teach us.. thgt she will scold us at the end dun have.. heng sia.. hahas.. cause our group for el din hand in alot of homework.. hahas.. thn aft eng was hist.. thn talk abt cold war.. blah blah.. thn aft hist was ss.. thn get back our ss test for sbq... wah lao.. i fail by 1 mark... hahas.. got 8/18.. sian.. cause i got one qns dunno write wad... thn the whole thing the teacher only put one thing which is "?".. haha! but at least got 1 or 2 mark lah.. hahas.. thn go through the qns paper.. thn aft ss was cd.. thn aft cd was assembly.. forgot talk about wad ler.. hahas.. jialat.. stm getting jialat ler.. hahas.. thn aft assembly went home as chi remedial was cancelled... hahas.. thn went to take bus.. bus came thn wanted to board the bus.. the bus damn idiot.. saw us want to borad he close the door and go.. wth lah.. make us wait for another bus for 15 min.. thn reach home abt 230.. thn bathe ler.. thn about 3 plus.. went to clementi for tuition.. thn reach abt 350.. thn the tuition centre was close.. i got shock sia.. i thgt i remember wrongly.. hahas.. thn ask my teacher thn she said she late.. lols.. thn she reach ler.. ask us do anglican high de prelim math paper 2... thn got only 1 hr to complete the whole thing.. which is siao lah.. thn guess wad.. at the end of 1 hr i like done 2-3 qns only.. hahas.. cause the rest duno how to do.. damn hard sia.. thn she scold scold scold.. sian lah.. thn tuition end abt 6 plus... thn went home..

thn today.. went to school again.. damn tired.. thn went for assembly.. thn the dunno who lah hor.. talk abt bringing the book home thing again.. damn crap lah he said.. hahas.. said wad home is the primary place for your to keep your book.. thn got wad please respect us by bring your book back home.. talk so much.. if want us to respect them thn dun throw away our textbook lah.. dun talk abt it.. thn aft assembly.. went for dnt.. thn 4 period keep thinking of how to improve my artifact.. but i cant think...!!!!! how!!!! liddat carry on can die one sia.. hais.. thn aft dnt.. went for recess... aft recess was social studies.. thn got thru the paper again.. thn aft ss was mt.. thn tsao lao shi din come... thn do abit of gong han.. but din complete one lah.. hahas.. =x dunno how to do mah.. lols.. thn aft mt was math.. thn do some trigo qns thn lesson end.. thn went home cause got no remedial today.. hahas..

okays.. lazy to carry typing ler.. hahas..
takecares..

2008-01-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

okays.. it has since been a long time i have updated my blog.. hahas..
hmmm.. past few day nothing much happen.. only my tuition has started! sian.. now sat gone liao.. cause my sci tuition is on every sat 3pm! wah.. thn math still not confirm but most likely will be on thursday.. thn aft school will have to go to clmenti there.. sian lah.. haven buy my new year ssia.. hahas. dun think will have time to buy liao.. hais.. saded.. lols.. thn last week went for tuition first day kana scolded liao.. suay sia.. only do some careless mistake scold liao wad liao.. wah.. bth.. thn expect me to do a question in 3 min.. and the qns is not short lor.. need quite alot of step to do.. thn i finish abt 5 min plus.. thn she scold again--" thn she said my method is correct but is too long wasted too much time.. thn she show me another method.. at the end.. is the same.. --" hahas.. thn her expectation is every student in her class must get at least a A2 for their test and exam.. thn i was like omg.. hahas.. thn she said every student come here will confirm get A1 or min a A2.. wah.. stress lah.. hahas.. wad to do.. thn my sci teacher also.. want me to get a A1 for my o level.. hais.. hahas.. but my science teacher is better thn my math.. hahas.. at least he got joke here and there.. hahas..
thn last night sleep at 2 plus.. cause conferencing with nic and yanling until 1.. thn lay down on the bed cannt sleep.. thn abt 2 plus thn fell asleep.. hahas.. thn 6 plus wake up.. thn wake up that time i feel like i just slept only sia.. hahas.. so fast.. lols.. thn went to school.. thn went for assembly.. wah now cant stand the assembly.. the principle xia liu got alot thing to said one sia.. thn everyday must talk one.. hahas.. bth.. hahas.. thn went back to class for math lesson.. thn aft math lesson.. is physics.. thn mr zan din come today so one relief teacher come and teach us.. hahas.. she teach better thn the mr zan sia.. she teach our class can understand but mr zan teach.. half of the class sleeping liao.. lols.. thn physics.. went recess.. thn aft recess was english.. damn boring lah.. hahas.. thn aft eng was hist.. thn aft hist was social studies.. thn social studies was cd.. thn assembly.. thn aft assembly.. went to canteen and had our lunch and thn went back home..

okays.. shall end my post ler..
takecares..

2008-01-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. okays.. shall post today.. hahas.. since got nothing to do.. so sian.. lols...

today.. went to school in the morning feeling super tired lah.. din sleep well last night.. hahas.. laid on the bed at 11 but slept at 3 plus 4.. hais.. hahas.. thn went for assembly.. aft assembly.. went back to class.. thn frist period was chinese.. thn do zhuo wen for 1 period.. hahas.. thn aft chinese... went to project room for chemistry lesson.. thn aft chem went to physics lab for physics lesson.. thn got phy test and i forgot about it.. hahas.. din really study.. hahas.. thn took the paper.. okay lah.. quite easy.. but dunno can pass mah.. lols.. thn aft phy.. went for recess.. thn xingjue suddenly told me those who got a 2 or 3 for c.human will go to kamal class and 4 or 5 will go to seng class.. thn i kana kamal class.. hahas.. sian sia.. thn i heard our class will have only10? dunno.. hahas.. aft recess.. was math.. thn again do trigo.. thn aft math was hist.. thn went to project room again for hist.. thn our hist has change to the sng.. hahas.. thn forgot wad she go through ler lah.. cannt really listen to her.. hahas.. thn aft hist.. went back to class and slack until 140 thn went to dnt workshop to collect our o level theme for this year.. and the theme is DISPLAY.. hahas.. and i dunno wad to do.. cant think of anything.. hahas.. die liao lor.. hais.. must crack my brain ler.. hahas.. thn aft collecting our theme.. thn went to canteem for lunch.. thn aft lunch went back to class and wait for chinese enrichment to start.. thn when 240.. the teacher came in.. wah... nothing to said.. hahas.. thn she talk arh... hahas.. not use to it sia.. cause .... you know.. hahas.. dun want to said later got trouble.. hahas.. thn listen her talk talk thn do zhou wen again.. wah.. thn need to write at least 7 paragraph.. siao sia.. i at most only write 4 para still ask me write 7 para.. ahas... thn write crap lor.. actually i dunno wad im writing lah.. cause my mind is sleeping.. hhas... thn time up faster leave the class.. hahas.. thn went home..

okays.. lazy to write and think ler... hahas.. will stop here.. hahas
takecares..

2008-01-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

okays.. today shall post.. since i got nothing to do.. hahas...

hmmm.. talk about fri..
fri morning went to school as usual.. thn went for assembly.. blah blah blah.. thn 1st period was pe.. thn take height and weight.. hahas.. anw.. my height still the same 175.. saded.. hahas.. but my weight go down by 4 kg! wah.. sad man.. hahas... thn take finish.. nothing to do thn went back to class and slack.. thn next period was eng.. thn frm next week onward our class will be spilt during lesson.. thn eng lesson im in annie tan class.. sian sia... have to see her jiao bin face.. hahs.. thn eng lesson listen to the new teacher talk talk.. thn finish liao.. went for dnt.. thn mr wong tell us abt 0 level thing and go through the folio thingy... hahas.. thn aft dnt.. went for recess.. aft recess.. was math.. thn do some trigo qns.. thn math lesson jiu end ler.. hahas... thn aft math was chemistry.. hahs.. thn as usual we will be spilt again.. thn they will base on n level result.. those got 2 and 3 are in group a and got 4 and 5 are in group b.. thn im in group a.. hahas.. heng sia.. cause group b are mostly n3 people? i think.. ahahs.. thn aft chem.. wait for tsao lao shi to give 10 dollar for the chinese enrichment thingy.. thn give liao.. then went home.. thn went back do homework.. hahas.. do abit lah.. thn at night around 1130 went to watch AVP2 with my bro they all.. it was last min one lor... hahas.. anw since at home nothing to do thn go watch lor.. hahas.. thn went to lot 1 and watch.. hmmm.. overall the show not bad lah.. hahas.. thn watch finish abt 1 plus.. thn reach home.. conference with nic and yanling.. haas.. talk until 4 i think.. i forogt ler.. hahas.. thn went to sleep..
sat.. wake up at 12.. hahas.. still very tired.. hahas.. thn at home nothing to do... watch tv.. thn study physics for awhile.. cause next week got test but forgot which day ler.. hahas.. thn around 6 plus.. nic and yanling came my house.. thn chit chat.. hahas.. thn talk until 8 thn went to lot 1 walk walk.. thn went arcade play some games.. hahas.. play until 9 plus.. thn went mac buy some food.. thn they took lrt home with me... hahas.. thn reach liao.. stay at my house below to talk for a little while more.. hahas.. thn talk until 1030.. thn they went home and i also went back home... ahahs.. thn about 1.. conference again with nic and yanling.. hahas.. thn talk alot fo rubbish lah.. hahas.. thn talk until 4 plus.. thn yanling tired ler as usual.. hahas... thn hang up and went to sleep.. hahas..

2008-01-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

ahhhh.. bua ta han bua ta han.. hahas... first day of school jiu liddat liao.. wah.. cannt imagine i got to bear for 1 year! hais..

okays.. today start school liao.. damn tired lah.. hahas.. thn reach school liao.. went to class.. wah.. first time see so many table.. hahas.. 48 table leh.. thn aft that.. went for assembly.. thn aft assembly.. went back to class.. thn the first 3 period no lesson.. thn ms ho came to tell us all the same old thing that we hear for dunno how many year ler.. thn my index no is 48! hahs.. neber had so back one lah.. i always hold my index no as 39 for abt ermmm... 10 year liao lah.. now 48..--" hahas.. thn from next week lesson will seperate into 2 groups.. hope it would be better lah.. hahas.. thn aft 3 period of her talking.. thn went to dnt lesson.. thn ethan wong brief us wad are the 0 level critiria blah blah blah.. thn aft dnt.. went for recess.. thn aft recess.. went to 5n1 for history lesson.. wah.. sian lah.. not mr seng teach lah.. is dunno who lai de.. hahas.. see her face jiu sian diao liao lah.. hais.. hahas.. thn aft hist is physics.. thn mr shaizan teach our class.. wah.. thn our class like market liddat sia.. damn noisy sia.. dunno how to survive for sci lesson sio.. hope next week the new timetable out would be better for us.. hahas.. hahas.. thn aft sci was chinese.. thn again same teacher teach us.. she teach us since sec 2 i think? hahas.. thn aft her lesson.. went back home straight.. hahas.. damn tired..

okays.. i shall stop here for now..
takecares..

2008-01-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hahas.. 2007 was a very bad year man.. hahas.. hope this year 2008 would be a better year for everyone..

okays.. yesterday went out with yang, weien, wenjie, hongtat, zhiguang, xingjue, erna and terry at cck mrt.. aft that.. took bus 67 to bukit timah there have lunch.. thn aft lunch went to mambo there play pool.. thn play for about 2 hr.. thn sherman join us.. thn aft that.. went to take bus to plaza sing thn take north-east line to clake quey.. thn reach there liao.. we sit at the singapore river there.. rest and chit chat.. thn walk around clake quey there.. thn walk finish.. sit at the brigde there rest thn mirian come and join us and thn we waited until 730.. thn when 730.. went to the riverside indonesia restaurant there for dinner.. thn zhichao and hidayat came to join us too.. hahas.. wah.. the food is nice lah.. but i cant eat too much.. suay man.. got fever.. hais.. hahas.. thn eat finish already.. went to centre there walk walk until 10pm.. thn went to took mrt.. thn reach ler outram.. xingjue they all went to yang house for countdown.. ahas.. thn terry went to meet with his friend and i went to my friend too.. hahas.. thn when yang they boarded the train.. i just realise my psp was with zhiguang..-.-" thn went to redhill mrt find him to take back my psp.. thn went to kembangan to find nic they all.. thn reach ler.. went to his house.. thn quite alot of people came.. hahs.. thn while waiting for wilson to come.. thn play mahjong for awhile.. hahas.. thn i think i won.. haas.. but din play money de.. thn when wilson came.. thn nic, aaron, ady they all play some games.. thn the loser must drink.. hahas.. thn play for quite sometime ler.. thn change game.. thn this game damn fun lah.. hahas.. but i din play.. hahas.. cause im sick.. but still got drink abit lah.. lols.. thn play game play halfway dunno wad happen thn they must ask someone to do something.. thn wilson ask aaron to french kiss dean or kheeteng.. hahas.. thn dunno why suddenly nic volunteer to kiss with aaron lah.. damn disgusting sia.. hahas.. later let your see the video... lols.. thn continue to play again.. thn kana aaron again.. hahas.. thn this time is sandra must bit the tomato in aaron mouth.. hahas.. took damn long to do lah.. hahas.. thn aft that.. i think they stop playing ler.. thn aaron and wilson challenge chai quan.. hahas.. thn 8 game wilson only lose 2 round.. thn aft playing the game.. aaron is drunk.. wah.. damn irritating sia.. hahas.. thn i, wilson, nic and sandra continue to play mahjong.. thn they said play money this time.. hahas.. thn is already 3 plus already lah.. haha.. thn i also dunno wad am i playing.. has.. thn actually i was winning.. thn this stupid aaron.. go sit on my chip.. thn from tht time onward.. din win sia.. always waiting to hu but the tile won come one lor.. hahas.. thn aaron damn noisy sia.. hahas.. we play mahjong he down there disturbing us.. wah.. damn pekchek.. hahas.. thn they regretted making aaron drunk.. hahas.. thn we play until close to 5.. thn we stop.. hahas.. thn i lose but heng last min they said dun want play money ler.. hahas.. thn i took my temp.. wah.. 39.1 sia.. hahas.. thn phanida(my lao bu) hahas.. put cold tower on my forehead.. and is really damn cold lor.. hahas.. thn do for quite something thn my fever drop to 37.1.. hahas.. thn went out with wilson and nic.. thn went to eat prata and wilson went off first cause he got work.. thn we eat finish.. went back sleep! hahas.. thn wake liao do nothing.. chit chat.. thn about 4 plus.. i went home.. hahas.. hahas..
okays.. nothing to write ler... hahas.. tomorrow sch re-open sia.. damn sian lah.. hahas.. need to stress again liao.. soon.. ahas..
takecares..

weien and me..

me and ah yang..

weien, me and yang..

yang, me and joyce..

boss and me..

taken at te brigde..

this is the video.. hahas..

2007-12-27T15:12:00.000+08:00

okays.. it been a long time i din update my blog ler.. hahas..

fyi i passed my N.. hahas.. eng got 4, math got 2, sci got 3, combined human. got 3, DNT got 2 and chi got 4.. total best 3 sub got 7 points.. hahas.. okays.. that abit late to announce.. cause got no time to update my blog.. hahas..

okays.. hmmm.. dunno wad to write sia.. too long din post ler.. hahs..
okays.. shall talk about yesterday...

yesterday to vivo meet up with nic and yanling.. but went to meet nic first to buy yanling present.. thn went N.U.M to buy slipper for her.. hahas.. thn once we walk out the shop.. she arrived already.. ahhas.. thn went to gv to buy ticket.. watching warlords.. hahas.. thn reach liao.. so many people.. thn nic called nat to help us book through internet i think.. hahas.. thn the show start at 410.. thn we walk around vivo.. walk until sian liao.. thn went to ben & jerry to rest.. hahs.. thn 4 liao went to gv to watch warloads.. hahas.. just as i predicted.. all 3 big star jet li, andy lau and jin cheng wu all died in the show.. lols.. overall the show not very nice leh.. hahas.. maybe i dun understand wad the movies talking about.. lols.. thn watch finish already.. went to buy nic present at freshbox without him knowing.. hahas.. thn brought already.. went to take mrt to bugis to have dinner.. thn had dinner at mof.. hahas.. the food damn nice sia.. lols.. the price was alright.. hahas.. thn aft dinner.. went to took neo print with nic and yanling.. thn this time took until very wad.. ahash.. take until some of the pic so weirdo and funny.. hahas.. thn we took the 2nd time worst.. hahas.. but quite nice lah.. hahas.. thn finish taking.. nic went to find his friend.. thn me and yanling took mrt home..

hahas.. okays.. that all for now..
takecares..