Sometimes, you just have to let go. Let go of yourself and just live. Stop living in the past, or the future and just, focus on what's happening now. I mean, we're always young at heart, we just learn how to act more mature. So, stop thinking that you're not going to be ok, because if you think like that you aren't. Just, smile, and be happy. Easier than it sounds, I know but, you can get there. Sometimes it just takes that extra push, from something inside, something outside, someone inside, or someone outside. Sometimes all it takes is just that push, that spark, that realization that you're not alone; ever. Because there is always another person, who feels alone, or similar to you- therefore you're not alone in feeling that way. Look, I know that time can be hard, I know that you're going to get upset and want to scream and just give up, run away and hide, I know there will be pain, loss, hurt and heartbreak, I know you'll make mistakes that you wish you'd never made and a whole lot of other things. But I also know, that there will be times when you feel amazing that you could fly,there will joy so powerful you will feel like you're on top of the world, you'll have dreams so big, that you'll say you'll do anything to get there, there will be lessons learned that you will grateful of for years to com, there will people you meet who make you feel like never before, you'll make friendships that last a week, or a lifetime, you'll fall in and out of a complicated feeling with someone. Basically, all of this stripped down; in the end, life is worth it. Life comes with rules, extras, like, we all will some days feel awful, we'll all sometimes hate how we look, we'll all sometimes have a day where nothing and no one appeal to us. We'll also have happiness, joy and excitement; it's just how life works, it all ways out eventually. But there's always something there that's worth it. Even if it's nothing human, even if it's just the beautiful smell of the morning air, or the way the sky looks so peaceful at dawns; there is always something there to make you feel alive, happy. I suppose, that you just have to patient and find it, you just have to let yourself be free enough to get to the place where it's at; you just have to let yourself live.