NS Check-Up

This is kinda unexpected. PES D for now. Further check up need to be done

I HATE MYSELF!

Learn to appreciate the present

Learn to appreciate those around you. Don’t ask for any more or any less than what you already have. Because one day you might just lose it all and then , that’s when you’ll realise that what you had at the time was more than enough.

The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life

I’m an over thinker, I over analyse every situation, every scenario over and over again till I find or receive closure. Lately, I don’t know if I should be feeling happy, upset or confused. All I know is that I feel alone, and it saddens me, really. Even with people around it never fails to click that at the end of the day, it’s still me myself and I. 


There are those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow. I tend to think, a lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from “ What am I doing with my life?” to “ Did I have homework?” 


The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It’s starting to drive me crazy because the things I would never think about.  I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. You know you shouldn't be looking back but you can’t help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would of lasted.

I’ve given up all hope for everything

I forgot what happiness feels like