Need a job

Why?

Each time I lend money to people, my money does not return back to me.

First was.. Then.. Now..
What should I do? I do not want to ask because I'm afraid they are still short of money but if I don't ask, I'm afraid they might forget. FML

$850 gone..

Seriously need a job or else I don't know how am I gonna pay for my Taiwan trip.