don't know.. Don't Know.. DON'T KNOW!

First of all, I feeling damn down right now. Not sure why am I feeling this way. The only few reasons I can think of would be:

1. Driving test is just 13 days away and it's freaking me out

2. Stress up due to [no.1]

3. Bored

4. Tired

5. More breakout.. due to [no.2, 4, 6]

6. Irritating hair cause me to have [no.5]

7. so on and so forth...

Honestly speaking.. I myself also do not know why. This is one thing that I'm sure some people may have experience this kind of feelings. A feeling that no one really know why are they feeling down or uneasy. All those reasons that I came out with from above are actually excuses that I could think of in replacing the doubt that I have. I guess it for me to find out the reason why.

Next, I guess that I'm SICK! I do not know why either. Guess it must be the freaking weather that is causing all these illness on me. Out of a sudden I'm having unbearable sore throat, 2 freaking pain ulcers, flu, headache and giddiness. All these causing me to have no appetite to eat.

I feel like DYING! Like seriously.. gosh!

To sum up the worst feeling in life:

- Sick [most of us will experience]

- Letting yourself to be beaten down [Most of the time]

- Knowing that you're being lied to [Freaking hate liars!]

- Watching yourself fade away [This is what happening to me right now]

- Hating yourself [Obviously]

- Being along when you're falling apart

- Stress for exams! [Totally]

- Not being good enough [Always]

- Being used

- Best friends falling apart

- Being left out

- Can't have the things that you wished for [As always]

This is all I could think of right now.. I believe there's more of it but I guess these are the common ones

Alright.. I'm not gonna write any further..

Life doesn't make sense.